Logically,
adopting Pyg was one of the dumbest ideas I've ever had. Struggling
under the weight of Maisy's medical bills, her slow recovery, and the
fear of what the future would mean for her, I knew that adding more
to my plate- and hers- was probably ill-advised. But my heart and
soul told me that no matter how bad the timing, I needed to have Pyg
in my life, and since my intuition is rarely wrong, I took the
ultimate leap of faith.
I won't lie:
things have been harder with Pyg around. Money is uncomfortably
tight. My carpets are smellier. And I've had quite a few things
destroyed. At last count, I've lost three containers of fish food, a
DVD case, my wallet, a skein of yarn, a spool of thread... the list
goes on and on, and with few exceptions, I have no freaking clue how
he's gotten a hold of these things.
But things have
also been so much better with him, too. People who know me will know
that I have a bad worrying habit, and that for many years, Maisy has
been the focus of much of it. Pyg has proven to be a wonderful (if
naughty) distraction. I still worry about Maisy of course, but it's
much harder to do with him around to pick up after.
What's more,
during a time that I could be moping around about Maisy's shortened
future, I have Pyg to make me laugh. Pyg is such a funny dog, and the
infusion of joy he's brought in to my household has been good for
both me and Maisy.
Perhaps the most
important thing he has brought to my life, though, is the knowledge
that love is too big to be contained in just one being. I never
thought I could love another dog as much as I love Maisy. I was
wrong. Pyg has taught me that opening yourself up to the possibility
that you might have more than one heart dog or soul mate doesn't
diminish the amount of love you have for the first one. It only
allows your heart to be fuller.
2 comments:
This is a sweet post! I have had many of the same thoughts, as we recently adopted our second dog, and she has been a handful -- but I think you're right. I am less anxious about the first dog, my fearful girl, because I am so busy with the other one, and I think that helps me calm down in general. Maisy and Pyg are too cute together!
Adding a second dog taught us the same thing: that our hearts were a lot bigger than we knew. What an amazing discovery! LOL - it sounds like you need a lot of love in your heart to overcome the trials and tribulations of your new handful! Glad Maisy and Pyg are doing well together too.
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